she wanted so bad to deny this for a long time, ever since certain people have brought it up with her. falling for someone is practically a taboo for most fixers if you want to be efficient about it, after all. no use getting attached to your coworkers if they're just gonna die at any time due to the city's astronomically high mortality rate. she was dreading this ever since the very idea was put into her head, and maybe there's still hope that maybe this is just meaningless chemistry that won't have to go anywhere.
but that's the only logical conclusion she can come up with it for now, and the very thought of it is making her ill. not because she hates the idea, but because now she has to dwell on that very idea until it drives her crazy and that means-- ]
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she wanted so bad to deny this for a long time, ever since certain people have brought it up with her. falling for someone is practically a taboo for most fixers if you want to be efficient about it, after all. no use getting attached to your coworkers if they're just gonna die at any time due to the city's astronomically high mortality rate. she was dreading this ever since the very idea was put into her head, and maybe there's still hope that maybe this is just meaningless chemistry that won't have to go anywhere.
but that's the only logical conclusion she can come up with it for now, and the very thought of it is making her ill. not because she hates the idea, but because now she has to dwell on that very idea until it drives her crazy and that means-- ]