Don't get me wrong. I feel like shit as much as everyone else is...
[hi she's still here 🧍]
Plus I think I got all of my lashing out done when fighting the Seoul Imugi and gave someone a piece of my mind afterwards. Adding more stress to my already-packed plate... Trying to avoid it if I can.
We kind of made up now, but I still had to tell him off once I saw him again. Someone left my messages on read for days until something caught his attention and he finally responded.
[not included in this message: her being an emotional wreck because she thought she did something wrong 🧍]
That's... largely personal. But basically we disagreed on the choices we were going to make for the Decision. And we were both irate and fed-up because of the rifts on top of my usual temper, so...
Verg is right, Ishy. (Also to answer your question earlier, it's fine Verg.)
[Offer still appreciated.]
I don't doubt Ley's world and everyone else got their fair share of issues, but we really are on the worst end of the stick. I don't think people will ever understand until they see it for themselves.
I know that. I don't ever want them to see the things I saw on that Lake.
[ wriothesley and elysium were sweet enough to show her theirs, but she can't return the favor. she just can't. ]
Doesn't really excuse the fact that I was being a total ass to him. I'll have to make it up to him as soon as everyone's done brooding over it.
I think it's just... unfair, though. That we got the worst end of the stick. That it could be better for us in the City. But... maybe in a scant mirror world, it's possible. That's the only thing comforting me about this revelation.
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[ that old hag's voice has been ringing in her head again. the fault lies with her, she says.
ishmael clenches her fists. ]
Well, nothing we can do about that now. As per usual. [ sighs ] So I guess you're not kicking my ass for kicking up a fuss at her post, then?
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no i won't as you say "kick your ass"
this time
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[ damn.......... ]
Well, whatever. Least Rodya's been dealing with this way better than I have.
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[hi she's still here 🧍]
Plus I think I got all of my lashing out done when fighting the Seoul Imugi and gave someone a piece of my mind afterwards. Adding more stress to my already-packed plate... Trying to avoid it if I can.
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who did you give a piece of your mind too anyways.
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[it's not that hard... 🧎]
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Did you two fight?
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Someone left my messages on read for days until something caught his attention and he finally responded.
[not included in this message: her being an emotional wreck because she thought she did something wrong 🧍]
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At least you guys made up. I... really fucked up with him recently. We still haven't talked since.
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[enough of that-]
That's rough. Once things calm down more, hopefully you two can try to talk again.
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Yeah. I know. We always talk things out but this time... It's different. I figured we needed some space first.
[ she's going to leave that there so that verg can judge them both lbr ]
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Please don't. None of this was even Wriothesley's fault...
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unfortunately most of the people here do not understand the world we come from
their worlds seem idyllic in comparison. they ARE idyllic in comparison
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[Offer still appreciated.]
I don't doubt Ley's world and everyone else got their fair share of issues, but we really are on the worst end of the stick. I don't think people will ever understand until they see it for themselves.
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[ wriothesley and elysium were sweet enough to show her theirs, but she can't return the favor. she just can't. ]
Doesn't really excuse the fact that I was being a total ass to him. I'll have to make it up to him as soon as everyone's done brooding over it.
I think it's just... unfair, though. That we got the worst end of the stick. That it could be better for us in the City. But... maybe in a scant mirror world, it's possible. That's the only thing comforting me about this revelation.
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i don't know if searching for elysium in some dimension would yield results
but who knows. that's a question for faust i suppose
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[ jk she knows that's not what he meant ]
But yeah, that's for the resident geniuses to answer. There's only so much I can answer for you guys.
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i understand. one day we will get a boat again and you'll be right there