[ this is awful. she should probably just drop this entirely and go to bed but now she's getting worked up, her hand just skirting above her crotch. where the hell even is he right now?!
she's probably going to regret asking this, but: ]
[ with her heart thundering in her chest, she selects YES. ugh, this is going to get really weird. why is he such a sicko? no, more importantly, why is she indulging him? ]
[ They connect and instantly she’s met with a full body image of Toji; he’s seated on the floor with one of his legs folded close to his chest. Naturally, he’s completely naked and if Ishmael looks closely he looks.. damp.. wet? Was he in one of the public showers? Was it here on base or somewhere else?
She’ll catch the underside of his hard cock that he has cradled in his hand and, yeah, he looks very turned on and bothered. ]
[ jesus can't help him now. though maybe ish is beyond help here too, with how easily she gave in to his whims. something about curiosity killing a cat?
she tries to be rational about this. of course he's bathing in the showers right now, and she's hoping for his sake and hers that no one barges in to whatever the fuck he's doing. and she has seen him naked once? but it was dark at the time, with only the moonlight shedding some light on them. but now he can see him clearly, and even though the hologram makes the whole experience a lot more uncanny than it should be, just seeing him like that lit an inferno in her lizard brain and in between her legs, and she immediately switches to audio since toji wouldn't want to focus on reading text anyway. ]
You're... terrible, you know that?
[ she's slightly breathless, and she's not going to give him the satisfaction of seeing her in this state as her fingers slide further down between her legs. he can make up whatever she's doing right now in his all-too vivid imagination. ]
[ There is no pressure on Ishmael to go on video or hologram or show pictures or whatever. He's happy enough just hearing the hoarse tone in her voice and has plenty of a dirty mind to imagine what she could be up to right now. ]
How wet are you right now, hm?
[ but that doesn't mean he's not curious of what's going on. ]
If I put my mouth on your sweet cunt, how much of you would I taste?
[ every vulgar word from his mouth stokes the flames that are building up inside her, evident with the way she's panting. she's slick enough to slide one finger in, but toji's hands were bigger than hers, his tongue more experienced. it isn't enough. ]
You really like eating me out, don't you...?
[ she fails to stifle a moan as her own fingers continue to work herself open. she has half a mind to turn off the hologram, thinking that she's seen enough, yet she's too transfixed with idle way he's stroking his cock, and she tries to match his hand's speed with hers. ]
When is it... going to be my turn?
[ between his legs, she means. that would imply that she'd want to do this again but she'll regret what she just said in a moment. ]
[ Just hearing that noise from her makes him twitch, sighing and closing his eyes, head lulling back to rest on the time surface behind him. His hand is moving in such a rhythm, now, but he’s drawing himself out instead of beating too fast to finish.
His throat bobs as he swallows, sounding slightly hoarse when he talks again. ]
It could be now, if you wanted. Hah. I’m just down the hallway.
[ it would've been so easy - to snap herself out of this haze of lust, to walk out of her and into wherever toji is, to get on her knees in front of him. just thinking about how he'd taste and how much of him she's going to take into her mouth is making her drool a little, breath hitching as she continues to touch herself. ]
...No. I intend to make you suffer.
[ not sure how long she's going to last, though. she grows silent on her end as she shuts off the hologram, too embarrassed to see more of him. instead. she's going to close her eyes and focus on his breathing and her own as she gets off on that alone. ]
Just keep talking. You're only using me to get off, right? Like what I asked for last time.
You're so cruel to me~ making me suffer as if the life I have lived wasn't enough for poor me. Do you always treat your partners like this?
[ It's hard to tell, now, without the image there.. where exactly he's at during all of this.. until he lets out a sudden, low moan. Was that it? Is he--? No, wait, that's the sound of slick skin again. He's probably teasing himself. ]
Ishmael. You're so pretty when your back is bent.
[ disGUSTING. ]
I'm thinking of the last time we were together. Why don't you?
[ don't just traumadump on her while she's getting off?
and to be fair, her former partners were practically nonexistent - just mere faces in the crowd, or in her case the office she used to work at. and toji is mean, so of course she has to be mean right back. it's only fair.
hearing that from him makes her arch her back too as she slides in another finger, failing to stifle another shuddering moan. it's not enough... ]
Why... wouldn't I think about it? It was... mm. Unforgettable.
[ she wasn't exaggerating that she needed it, okay. she hopes he knows this. ]
[ what does he mean by that. he's probably talking nonsense right now, and the last thing ishmael wants is to think any harder than she needs to be while getting off.
but... it's still nice. to have someone to think of her, as proof that she existed or something like that. even if their relationship remains to be purely physical. that's for the best anyway, so long as neither of them cross that line. ]
...Yes. [ she sighs into the microphone. it's like signing a contract, isn't it? ] Just make me feel good. Please.
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I wouldn't like spreader bars, no.
[ she didn't say she's against the other things, though. ]
You're probably hard from recalling it just now, weren't you? Horny idiot. You're supposed to forget your dreams from the moment you wake up.
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i can't sleep it off
you looked so pretty and submissive
all for me
why would i want to forget something like that?
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she's probably going to regret asking this, but: ]
Prove it
Show me proof that you're hard
( TEXT > HOLOGRAM ? )
ACCEPT?
INPUT Y:N
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A simple picture would've sufficed?!
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you can disconnect if you don’t like what you see
i have a feeling you’ll like it
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Just prepare a picture anyway just in case.
[ with her heart thundering in her chest, she selects YES. ugh, this is going to get really weird. why is he such a sicko? no, more importantly, why is she indulging him? ]
( HOLOGRAM. )
She’ll catch the underside of his hard cock that he has cradled in his hand and, yeah, he looks very turned on and bothered. ]
You’re free to just watch if you want, baby.
[ my brother in christ you need jesus … ]
audio;
she tries to be rational about this. of course he's bathing in the showers right now, and she's hoping for his sake and hers that no one barges in to whatever the fuck he's doing. and she has seen him naked once? but it was dark at the time, with only the moonlight shedding some light on them. but now he can see him clearly, and even though the hologram makes the whole experience a lot more uncanny than it should be, just seeing him like that lit an inferno in her lizard brain and in between her legs, and she immediately switches to audio since toji wouldn't want to focus on reading text anyway. ]
You're... terrible, you know that?
[ she's slightly breathless, and she's not going to give him the satisfaction of seeing her in this state as her fingers slide further down between her legs. he can make up whatever she's doing right now in his all-too vivid imagination. ]
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[ There is no pressure on Ishmael to go on video or hologram or show pictures or whatever. He's happy enough just hearing the hoarse tone in her voice and has plenty of a dirty mind to imagine what she could be up to right now. ]
How wet are you right now, hm?
[ but that doesn't mean he's not curious of what's going on. ]
If I put my mouth on your sweet cunt, how much of you would I taste?
[ VULGAR. ]
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You really like eating me out, don't you...?
[ she fails to stifle a moan as her own fingers continue to work herself open. she has half a mind to turn off the hologram, thinking that she's seen enough, yet she's too transfixed with idle way he's stroking his cock, and she tries to match his hand's speed with hers. ]
When is it... going to be my turn?
[ between his legs, she means. that would imply that she'd want to do this again but she'll regret what she just said in a moment. ]
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[ Just hearing that noise from her makes him twitch, sighing and closing his eyes, head lulling back to rest on the time surface behind him. His hand is moving in such a rhythm, now, but he’s drawing himself out instead of beating too fast to finish.
His throat bobs as he swallows, sounding slightly hoarse when he talks again. ]
It could be now, if you wanted. Hah. I’m just down the hallway.
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...No. I intend to make you suffer.
[ not sure how long she's going to last, though. she grows silent on her end as she shuts off the hologram, too embarrassed to see more of him. instead. she's going to close her eyes and focus on his breathing and her own as she gets off on that alone. ]
Just keep talking. You're only using me to get off, right? Like what I asked for last time.
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[ It's hard to tell, now, without the image there.. where exactly he's at during all of this.. until he lets out a sudden, low moan. Was that it? Is he--? No, wait, that's the sound of slick skin again. He's probably teasing himself. ]
Ishmael.
You're so pretty when your back is bent.
[ disGUSTING. ]
I'm thinking of the last time we were together. Why don't you?
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and to be fair, her former partners were practically nonexistent - just mere faces in the crowd, or in her case the office she used to work at. and toji is mean, so of course she has to be mean right back. it's only fair.
hearing that from him makes her arch her back too as she slides in another finger, failing to stifle another shuddering moan. it's not enough... ]
Why... wouldn't I think about it? It was... mm. Unforgettable.
[ she wasn't exaggerating that she needed it, okay. she hopes he knows this. ]
...Do you want to do it again?
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Of course I .. hah .. do. I think about it all the time. How you'd look in different positions for me~
If it was so unforgettable, why don't we make some more memories that are also unforgettable? I want you to think of me a lot.
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but... it's still nice. to have someone to think of her, as proof that she existed or something like that. even if their relationship remains to be purely physical. that's for the best anyway, so long as neither of them cross that line. ]
...Yes. [ she sighs into the microphone. it's like signing a contract, isn't it? ] Just make me feel good. Please.