I forgot to say this earlier, but I have something for you.
[ food. another lunch box like he made her in the past. he figures when you've got a lot on your mind, eating is the last thing you think of. it's been about a year since his last one, and he figures it's a good enough excuse as any to talk. ]
if she didn't stop by her room, then... it would just rot he guesses. either way, it's a relief that isn't the case, and it's also nice to see she's eating okay. even if she didn't eat it, he wouldn't have been offended, though. (mister maplestory is fine, not cooked). ]
If you want more, let me know. I still have some ingredients left. [ ... ] You know you could always ask her, right?
I know, it's just... I've been too busy taking care of important things right now that I can't make the time. And... looking back, our argument's so fucking stupid that I thought it could resolve itself somehow.
[ it's bc they let MEN get in the way of their relationship.......... ]
I guess in that vein, I'll have to apologize to you, too.
You say that, but in the heat of the moment, things could feel more extreme than they are. At the least, when something sounds like a challenge, it's hard not to step up.
[ though, he does feel a bit better about ishmael writing it off as ridiculous, if just because he might have thought that for a second. even, if he realizes the results and the actual feelings exchanged between them was likely serious. at the very least, he didn't dismiss their fight.
#improvement ]
Apologize to me? Oh, the fact that she doesn't know if she loves me?
[ is he giving her a hard time, or is he just being nonchalant... ]
Look, I'm not even going to get into that. Whether you love each other or not is none of my business. Besides, I don't even know if I actually feel the same way towards him.
For someone who doesn't want to get into it, it sounds like you had no problem bringing it up. [ lol,
but, the conversation does seem to take as turn as he rereads that last sentence. ]
Well, I figure it's not always easy to define. Depending on the lives people live, or their environment... some things are easier the less you dig. I don't think not knowing cancels out the experiences you had with them.
[ what the FUCK is he being so rude for!!! but no, he's got a point. ish will have to take the L for this one too. ]
Yeah. Just because we came from the same world does not mean I already know what she has going on.
...Actually, I have no idea. She may have an idea about mine since she's seen it herself, but she keeps herself mum about most things despite coming off as friendly and open. Sometimes I don't know how to navigate around her.
This is just my impression, but maybe because of how things were like back in your city, she has a hard time believing in your relationship with her. I'm not asking you to reassure her or anything, though.
I think just treating her like you always have is fine.
I was also thinking about how the both of us have been here for a year now. And we're both changing in different ways that wouldn't normally be possible in the City. It's a little daunting, the more I think about it.
Well, I'll figure something out. Sorry that I somehow dragged you into this mess, though.
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[ food. another lunch box like he made her in the past. he figures when you've got a lot on your mind, eating is the last thing you think of. it's been about a year since his last one, and he figures it's a good enough excuse as any to talk. ]
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she slides a photo into his dms: the lunch box with half of its contents eaten away. looks like someone's having lunch. ]
Thank you, Yuwon. [ ... ] How's Rodya?
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if she didn't stop by her room, then... it would just rot he guesses. either way, it's a relief that isn't the case, and it's also nice to see she's eating okay. even if she didn't eat it, he wouldn't have been offended, though. (mister maplestory is fine, not cooked). ]
If you want more, let me know. I still have some ingredients left. [ ... ] You know you could always ask her, right?
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I know, it's just... I've been too busy taking care of important things right now that I can't make the time. And... looking back, our argument's so fucking stupid that I thought it could resolve itself somehow.
[ it's bc they let MEN get in the way of their relationship.......... ]
I guess in that vein, I'll have to apologize to you, too.
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[ though, he does feel a bit better about ishmael writing it off as ridiculous, if just because he might have thought that for a second. even, if he realizes the results and the actual feelings exchanged between them was likely serious. at the very least, he didn't dismiss their fight.
#improvement ]
Apologize to me? Oh, the fact that she doesn't know if she loves me?
[ is he giving her a hard time, or is he just being nonchalant... ]
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Look, I'm not even going to get into that. Whether you love each other or not is none of my business. Besides, I don't even know if I actually feel the same way towards him.
[ and now she never will. ]
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but, the conversation does seem to take as turn as he rereads that last sentence. ]
Well, I figure it's not always easy to define. Depending on the lives people live, or their environment... some things are easier the less you dig. I don't think not knowing cancels out the experiences you had with them.
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Yeah. Just because we came from the same world does not mean I already know what she has going on.
...Actually, I have no idea. She may have an idea about mine since she's seen it herself, but she keeps herself mum about most things despite coming off as friendly and open. Sometimes I don't know how to navigate around her.
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I think just treating her like you always have is fine.
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I was also thinking about how the both of us have been here for a year now. And we're both changing in different ways that wouldn't normally be possible in the City. It's a little daunting, the more I think about it.
Well, I'll figure something out. Sorry that I somehow dragged you into this mess, though.
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[ even if that is step one in a hundred step plan... ]
If you feel bad, just try not to keep her waiting.
[ this is probably really ironic coming from him, but don't call him out on it... ]
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You really kept those words to heart, huh.
Thanks. I'll let her know as soon as possible.
[ which resulted in her getting kidnapped anyway just to apologize but they don't know that yet, rip ]